I think... my sister is an idiot for thinking my actions revolve around
creating her negative reactions... They don't, they revolve around my
positive reactions.
She thinks that I purposely try to piss off my mother and herself so that I can enjoy the pms-ey vibes that they spew forth all the time. I don't know if they've ever realize that I really don't get a kick out of getting yelled at. I'm not that sadistic. My actions revolve around making myself happy. I think that works for everybody, that most people get pleasure from pleasing themselves or ... if so, pleasing others and therefore pleasing themselves. I just want to make myself happy which so happens to make my boyfriend and my friends decently happy but tends to make my mother run amok. It's a side effect that is extremely annoying but something I'm willing to put up with for the time being... that being quite short as the clock counts down... I don't see why what I do to make myself happy should actually revolve around them, to please or piss them off. I don't think that at the age of 24 that my life should revolve around them if I don't want it to. Yes, there's the obligatory holidays that you should spend with family and the occasional update... but everyday? No, my family is not that pleasant to be around, I think once and a while should suffice.
the end... for now.
Comments (1)
Hahaha, you're mother and sister are being unreasonable, but are you surprised at this?